Fairouz

This blog is where I think out loud about the state of the world, the things that scare me, the things I’m hopeful about, the things I try to do to make a difference, and the things I try to do to have pleasure.

I experienced a revolution, a coup, cultural shocks, the pain of losing someone, the pain of rejection, and the pain of having a disabled body and mind.

But I also experienced and continue to experience love, care, excitement, and the pride of standing up to life with a confusing smirk. A smirk is all that it takes to confuse darkness, it is all that it takes to make you wonder, is Sisyphus actually happy?

This blog is an absurd attempt at documenting an absurd life, a life of stubbornness and grief holding tight on each other’s hands.

This is not my real name, but stories I’ll tell are all real, if you figure out who I am I ask you keep that private, as I fear doxxing and my views are not widely accepted everywhere. Nothing particularly wrong with it, not to me at least, but again, it is an era of fascism and global rising tensions. It is a dystopia, a world where the orange man is the most powerful person on earth and the weird clown is the richest person on earth.

That is enough of an introduction, I will see you in the next post!